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photo by Hatch of one of Judy's childhood toys |
Lies of the Visible ~from the back cover: Taylor Graham is a volunteer search-and-rescue dog handler in the Sierra Nevada and also helps her husband, a retired wildlife biologist, with his field projects. Her poems have appeared in Ascent, The Iowa Review, New York Quarterly and elsewhere. Her latest collection is Still Life with Wood Smoke (Mt Aukum Press, 2002) .
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The boy without eyeglasses stumbles over his father=s thrift. He might be a fool dancing out of wildwood, who learns to listen with his skin. Does he hear the trees= vestigial breathing, rhythmic as waves in the cambium, water against some shore a thousand miles away? All about him the singing throats lift, interminable as sky and brief as nuthatch, chickadee. Of course a near‑blind child knows night is waiting at home, in the crumbs of supper. But first he=ll scrape his knees raw from playing at vision, stub his toes against the roots that rise hard against him unexpected as a rake left lying. He=ll get his fill of looking for butternuts as if they grew here, a whorled meat he can taste inside cracked shells, as if he=d ever seen one.
In the cloudless sky of cyberspace, you=ve found me. You say we sat through lectures in Geisteswissenschaft together, so many years ago, remember? That semester got lost in a Rhenish fog. Even Schumann couldn=t save me.
Did you sit beside me? If we spoke, I might have understood 40 percent of the conversation, but not the gist.
I=ve come back home to the wide‑open outlaw plains of English. You settled on a mountain overlooking the dredger‑pond of a mind=s upbringing. So high, the edelweiss blooms year‑round for you.
Today, you write, in fair weather, two planes collided practically underneath your view, which extends to Hegel=s birthplace. But I know, in imagination=s plain English, what a plane‑crash is like.
No matter how good you try to be, you=re bound to be subpoenaed sometime, for something.
What can you swear to except blue sky? What will you remember about last Thursday C one particular lark‑song in a spring of so many larks?
If they call on the phone can you be absolutely certain of your own first name? Better say Anobody like that here, wrong number.@ Perhaps it=s not your name at all, you were meant for another. If only your mother had known
she=d have named you for the hint of breeze that fills a sail, bestowing the imaginary wisp of power that turns a ship under fire.
All afternoon I=ve sat around a table with friends and poems, and laughed and listened till each word found its communal rhythm. And now driving home, I tune the radio to a flute transcribing what Cimarosa meant for keyboard, sweet as sunset. I turn down the road that opens onto a plain view of winter buckeye, and ridges upon ridges of pine as if forever, folding ravines damp with Douglas fir and dogwood, and then a bare crest of February leafless oak, a hawk on its highest brush‑tip; pastures soft with last night=s storm, a purple wash of distance. A hair‑ pin curve above a swale; and then a pond with one pale horse upside down in reflection.
And if the road‑grade unexpectedly gives way to the true lie of its perspective, how far might all these lines to the horizon go?
Storm outside and a castiron stove, and cabbage and potatoes in the pot: she considers what more she might ask. Remember, the man who carries too much in his pockets goes hunched and heavy and is liable to be eaten come March.
In the cellar, roots and tubers practice their endless patience of famine and fullness and praise. She dreams how, in the darkest corner, the forgotten potato devises rot.
She tells her daughters: a single honest russet in a still‑life of blushing pears is fair enough in its way. She teaches her sons: carve your blessings in a halved potato and print them on your palm. You will never starve.
She knows a hundred ways with potatoes; how many ways with a man? And in all spring=s music of gardens, who but she has heard the tubers sing? who else overhears the secrets they keep among stones?
In her hand, this potato offers to her knife its open eyes. |