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This Morning According to Dog dog & cat poems
On the cover: Taco (Kuskokwim Taco v Flohr) age eleven and a half years
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Dogs don't speak in syllables, but surely he convinced you, sent you rushing to open the door. Himself walked out, and in tramped morning. What you dreamed in your sleep all tries to come through: the real color of sky and a whiff of a semblance of changeable matter, clouds. Amazing if you never watched weather pass across an eye, a puddle, a fragment of window- glass. Did you never sniff the parts it came from, imagine its destinations, did you never arc a stream of greeting as it all passed by?
Smoky rides shotgun, old-man's side- kick on an afternoon when clouds build anvils. But a dog must have the windows rolled right down, tempest full in the face. Phantoms of the scrub, invisible deer and quicksilver birds cannot pass incognito, he counts them on the fly. Under a sky-gray hammer, iron changes form. Somewhere catastrophe's about to happen. Somewhere is wet grass for snuffling. Everything is news to a dog's nose.
How strange to set her, who loves the folded dark of secret places, on this blank steel table of reflective science, to allow the man in brisk blue scrubs to probe the wound.
How strange to leave her --- child of lashing treetops, lizard tails and slate- gray junco feathers --- to a metal cage, to scalpel, sutures and the cleansing drain.
And will she come back with the same cello vibrato to her purr, the midnight window-scapes, solitary rooftop tango, dive for daylight that's precipitate and sure?
Never let the beasts on the furniture. In particular, the bed. A cat allowed at any time the comfort will cease mousing; will stretch in a long black concavity mocking the idle phase of the moon. Waking to the itch of mouse, she'll stalk instead your toes under sheets. A dog is worse. Measuring his spine against yours, he finds the center, leaving you the edge for answering phone and doorbells. He learns your dreams; with his nearer language by daylight he recalls. And instants before the alarm goes off, he takes this discipline to your waking: breath more insistent than the clock ticks, and the pricked eyes. A dog knows no Sundays. His devotion drills you out of bed. Later you'll find a ghost of dogform on the spread, pillow subtly out of place. But the dog is waiting at the door to walk you.
People are bringing them back, this litter's puppies and dogs from the last, whether or not they've learned good manners. Grown-up dogs from puppies past. Ancient dogs with their wide, maybe blind but always trusting eyes. Dead dogs disinterred. Bags of the bones of whitened dogs. All the dog-life we've brokered, 20 years of dogs.
We'll make arrangements. Dig a trench for carcasses. Bring in truckloads of kibble, a hundred stainless bowls. Sticks and socks and balls.
But they'll be wanting more hands than we can grow for petting, nursing, for putting back to earth, putting someplace into memory. More time than a man imagines for loving and undoing.
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