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Paws in Your This pocket-sized book was designed for National Poetry Month and specifically for April 30 ---Poem in Your Pocket Day, 2004. These poems first appeared in Abraxis, The Acorn, Blue Unicorn, The Cape Rock, Chariton Review, Cranial Tempest, El Dorado Scene, Embers, Enigma, Fairfield Review, Folio, Hidden Oak, Moon Reader, Poet Lore, Poet News, Poetry Depth Quarterly, Poetry Magazine, Poetry Super Highway, Roanoke Review, Tiger's Eye, and The Tomcat. Some of these poems also appeared in the chapbooks Casualties: search-and-rescue poems, An Hour in the Cougar's Grace, Still Life with Wood Smoke, Harmonics, and Lies of the Visible. |
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All night she hunts, black by the light of her two green moons. Come dawn, it's stubblefield silver, bleach and gossamer of grasses drying. She stalks the edges, shedding sunlight. See the weed-heads parting, a scatter of birds. By noon she's purring adventure against my leg, her tail a triumph of thistledown, come-alongs and burrs. Toward evening, she grooms and preens in my lap, as if she were domestic, as if she were mine. But it's all glossed off by midnight to that deep eclipsing shine.
That dog would lead a boy astray. A jaunty one-eyed black-patched dog could lead a boy away leaving no foot- or paw-prints; across the river no child could cross, through thickets no barefoot child could travel, up the high hills where never a three-year-old could toddle; would lead him out in spring light to a point overlooking what a child never could fathom or survive or understand, but in dreams may climb again at forty, when the pirate dog is thirty years dead, and wake up calling that old dead dog by name.
You try the casual riff of fur: throat and cheek, stroke along the spine. She curls her claws and slits her eyes, her ears clam. Tight is the word for a cat who doesn't trust you, loud ironic reasoner who might decide to pull (however gently) her twitch of tail. Her ears will not unclamp. Her paws outreach, kneading air. She doesn't purr, but waits to see what you think you might learn about the inscrutable that lives inside a cat which only a cat should know.
One at a time the dogs down the hill tune up, the only souls on a scabby knob where the road gives up its plans and just drops off into river-crossing, a rocky ford. Listen. Those dogs on a callused elbow of land rubbed raw and slapped with old board fence are singing up their souls. Outside a junkyard of Chevies that years ago gave up on tune-ups, who knows what goes on behind unpainted fences? One at a time, this time of evening, the dogs tune up to tell us, skinny sparrows in dog-suits, fleas on the edge of howl. Every day we drive on past that scabby heel with its clapboard sole, and still we haven't learned the language of their song.
We're walking down Main, past the Liars Bench and the Hangman's Tree and all the old bronzed 49er history. My dog goes snuffling, checking out whoever walked here shedding scurfs of skin and dandruff for the bit of afternoon breeze to play with, and a single line of westbound cars to carry along like pebbles in their tire‑ treads, and the single line bound east toward City Hall or the old Soda Works creating opposite streams and eddies of air, and people walking from shop to shop swirling up scent as they shift their bags one arm to the other. Each passerby's presented in a million tiny packages, scattered for a dog's nose to put back together. Mine makes good work of it, jigsaw‑puzzler in a German Shepherd suit. He trots along as kids in front of the historic Bell Tower make room, and two women murmuring window‑ front to bakery do a fancy side‑step without breaking conversation. A dog writes his own town history without monuments.
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